Tuesday, February 2, 2010
After 7 months, I'm finally back here in Dubai. I do not know yet what God's plans are for me, and why He brought me back here...all I know is that I need to trust only in Him, and in His perfect love for me.
When I left Manila last January for Malaysia, God has again showed that He is indeed faithful in spite of my failures and sins. And when I boarded the plane for Dubai on the 29th, I kept hearing this one song in mind... "Im coming home, to the place where I belong......"(Home by Chris Daughtry), and yes, this is HOME for me, the place that was witness to the love F and I so unconditionally shared.
I miss him, i still love him so much. But I have stopped expecting that the doorbell's going to ring and that he's coming home....
I miss my Kz so much too. I can't wait to be with her again, but not until I finish all unresolved issues here in the UAE. This time away from her has made me appreciate motherhood even more, and I know that when I return to that place Kz and I now call home, I will have become a better mother for her....
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